Music, please, be immortal.

When words fail, music speaks...but this time, I've spoken. 

Have you ever had the wish to disappear? Did you ever hope you could have a rewind button to catch up on things you wish you haven't done? Have you ever wished you could just close your eyes and find yourself alone somewhere nobody could find you? Yet, I'm not facing what made me ask this alone...and by alone I don't mean a human being, I mean music. Yes music. I feel it in my veins, when my problems slaughter my soul, the answer is music. It touches a tiny optimistic part of my skeptical soul, it grows occasionally faster like an open wound, it fills me up and heals me. Sometimes it doesn't even reflect my musical taste, it can be shameful secrets I keep from my beloved ones. I feel like a drug addict craving for my next fit. At this time, I thank the power of Youtube, the syringe of those suffering with this affliction. It's a form of therapy, this sharing of my neurons, my secret inner lunacy, the big ball of craziness that I live. The lyrics suit thoroughly my spirit, they're complicated, yet who needs complicated when they can so vividly and simply make your point? Which brings me to the other part of the story...

Don't you ask yourself, why is music so powerful? How can  a singer on a stage control thousand of millions of people? Can these sound wave frequencies that enters the human hearing apparatus just like any other sound we hear on a daily basis, be much more profound than they really are? You can never know enough about music and how much of an impact it has on our actions and behaviors. It's just, an enormous chunk of my day to keep listening to tunes, coming in and out of my ears. Well, music doesn't get mad at you when you listen to another song, does it? obviously no, because it's not human. It never judges you, and will always be there in need, all because it's a sound of expression and composed with a heart.

Let's imagine life without music. Boring and dull isn't it? To the depressed, it's their way of reaching a piece of joy. To the broken hearted, it helps them mend their hearts. To the sick, it's their ultimate remedy because it makes their soul vivacious. To the lonely, it gives melody to their tedious world. To the fashionistas, it's their greatest style...and to the worshipers, it's their sweet way of praying and to the people from different walks of life, it's their life, it makes them alive and powerful. Songs are mostly written based on someone else's life, we have also gone through a lot of the same things in ours, that is why we connect to the music...but still, it's one of those things you can't really explain in words, it is more felt through body and soul.

 You might talk to your friends about how sorrowful and gloomy you feel, how overbooked with problems you are, but they will never feel it. A few will probably help you solve them, but the majority are happy you're going through them. Then I remember that I am also a friend of someone else, I realize that I'm as bad as them. We make problems and run away, avoid them as much as we can because we can never hold ourselves straight while facing them. We all need a way out, out of the sadness we live, out of the crawling of our souls and out of the deep cold world we live in. We accuse the others, we blame the others and fault the others...why not blame ourselves? but no, we're too perfect to admit it aren't we? we're too proud and eye-blinded to acknowledge how wicked and face lifted we are. But then, comes music. It comes to put a smile on our faces, to stimulate the good mood that has dissipated above such sad souls...I find this absurd and puzzling, but then when I think about what its done to me, how it alters my mood and settles me, how it lifts or brings me down, how it instills anger, love, passion and hope...how it inspires and sometimes can give me the willing to keep going...all I can say is...thank you, thank you for being an experience, a vacation, a meditation ritual and more...a mental religion. I believe we were created through sounds. Our energy vibrates, I'm sure if we had really tiny ears we might hear other kind of sounds created by different kind of energies...what a wonderful thing you are, music. Having music means having a soul. So please, be immortal.

Nature is a language. Can't you read?

Ah me! Materialism can’t be cured by herbs.

Only fifteen days separating us from 2012 also known as the end of the world. Yeah right, let’s not talk about this unbearable rumor.

Last year was all about discoveries. This human phase is exciting but also critical, thinking about it will only give you second thoughts…but I have a different spirit.

Why don’t we live our life to the extreme? At a certain point, after spending your life studying, making decisions that will determine your future path, figuring out Xs and Ys that will probably help you feed yourself…everything seems pointless and worthless, because we simply live around nature but we never had the chance to feel it. Yeah to feel nature, our vital source.

How do you feel when you’re surrounded by a mesmerizing nature involving the sun light’s that sinks into your skin and heats you, that matchless smell of roses that deepens into your nostrils and stimulates a delightful feeling? Uncontrollable ecstasy isn’t it? But then, what about all these society barriers that holds us back from loosening up and breaking away to gain our own freedom of discovering without thinking about consequences?  

Dropping everything to enrich myself is what I am wishing for instantly. 

Life made us so materialistic that it has driven us into forgetting that all we came from was a nature collision between two human beings. I bet after our birth quiet people with the loudest minds might be saying: this newly born creature will only increase our level of unemployment. Ironically said, we are all living for two purposes: money, and adhering to what our society wants, say yes with confidence and no with fear. What about our feelings? what about what we want? what about our values and ethics? Have you ever seen ATMs that can withdraw you principles? Society wants us to improve, but how can we build a strong willing one while all we are running from is society itself. Materialism made people blind, probably because of the 'buy once never wear again' Gucci shoes. Fancy dreams made human being stuck between society's hopes and what he hopes for... this is only a reminder, we should be nice, because society already sucks. 

Between nature and money, a hugely noticed discordance… but also being said, with money we can take advantage of our nature, we can make our nature better but we can also destroy it for our own good. Sadly, human beings have chosen the third option, which is selfish and immature. Now that it’s too late, carry on demolishing it until that “end of the world rumor” becomes real. Until society realises that materialism has crushed down nature, society itself and human being. It’s painful to be brought into a world that doesn’t care. Fuck being human.  

Society, you obviously need a  fixing spray to fix yourself, BACK OFF.

WRONG DAY GO BACK.

December is welcoming Juslinis.

I’m still thinking about how to make this first article extremely original, to waw the readers but… why would I seek for perfection? Let’s start with the basics, I’m a girl ( obviously ) who is doing this for a non particular purpose, I have always been writing inspirational and emotional texts that I tend to keep for myself, because sometimes sharing your personnal life with unknown people can make you look quite strange and their behavior towards you changes upside down, which brings me to the most sensitive and everyday-lived subject  that I would like to talk about in my next articles, I’ll let you guess. (that was a hint).

After clarifying my gender, let’s move to my studies. I am in the general economy section which is the most interesting and is the main boost for increasing your intellectual quotient, besides, it’s the most efficient way to build your confidence and communication skills ( I’m still growing ).  I’d better move to something else because writing about studies isn’t very cheerful. My interests ? I’m very eclectic  when it comes to music that’s why ,obviously it hits the first place. It’s a vital source of daily inspiration and the best way to cheer me up and make me cry. I can never spend a day without inserting those eargasm that might be “small”  loudspeakers but provides a “huge” happiness and joyful impact on me. Checked?

Fashion have always been delightful, creating wild and outrageous fabrics with a mixture of all the colours set by our nature, I am not talking about Britney spears clothes  ( that I may not call clothes, just ‘clo’ ), it is more than that. Designers are people with different endowments, different fanciful ideas that can make a difference in people’s lives.Other than that, I always sing when my spirit heightens, no I don’t break glass yet that’s why I sing to myself, but once I build that confidence bubble that I won’t let anyone to break I will definitely sing without fear of rejection or repulse.

AND, I’m not a child with a Nikon either and might not be as professional as some photographers are, but my eye is passionate about some beautiful angles that it tracks down, so I take advantage of that moment and use MY image sensor to capture it

My age isn’t helpful that much, I’d better leave it anonymous. (but in case you’re planning for a proposal…)

I am a rebellious girl that hates fakery and spread similarities among people. I do not go with the wind, the wind follows me.

My life quote is obviously: “I know my limits, that’s why I go beyond” , I will let this quote lead you to figure out my personality on your own, if you don’t succeed you’ll get to refer to my articles to get to know me better.

Sorry for making you read these 500words, I hope it took you to neverland.

SO welcome, you have just joined the circus.